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Remember the first time we met?
Remember the laughs we had?
Remember the memories we made?
Remember the times we cried?
Remember the secrets we shared?
Remember the fights we had?
Remember the mistakes we made..?
Do you remember me?
Or have you forgotten everything?
Did you just completely suck out every thought of me?
After everything we've done for each other..
After all those days we didn't talk.. but in the end...
We made up..
You choose now to completely act like a stranger...
Especially when I need you most.
I trusted you with everything,
You said I could and I did..
You lied.
So don't be accusing me of being a liar.
I've mostly lied for the best..
Mostly because I didn't wanna see you hurt or cry.
Other lies we're stupid..
But don't you pretend you haven't lied to me.
YOU made our friendship a lie.
...Wish I could go back in time to the day we met.
I would've never talked to you.
Bet you wish that too..
Since we can't go back to that day,
You choose to forget it all..
Forget the
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Inevitability by KHlover01 Inevitability :iconkhlover01:KHlover01 14 21 Every Moment Counts by KHlover01 Every Moment Counts :iconkhlover01:KHlover01 49 26 R.I.P. Dakota Neo by KHlover01 R.I.P. Dakota Neo :iconkhlover01:KHlover01 13 27
I'm Done
There's no one I can trust anymore.
I have to push people away from me now.
I can't let any one get me.
It's time to live my own life.
I'll talk and laugh
I'll play and listen
But i won't let anyone get close to me.
Not anymore
Don't try to be friendly with me.
Don't try to care about me
Don't even worry about me
Because there's no use
I'm gunna end up ruining your life
No one needs any more problems
So don't talk to me because that's all I'll be to you
A problem.
I'm done with everything...
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Paradise by KHlover01 Paradise :iconkhlover01:KHlover01 25 2 Can We...? by KHlover01 Can We...? :iconkhlover01:KHlover01 19 23 It's Me by KHlover01 It's Me :iconkhlover01:KHlover01 6 37 Not A Soul Around by KHlover01 Not A Soul Around :iconkhlover01:KHlover01 11 9 Bouquet of Lollipops for You by KHlover01 Bouquet of Lollipops for You :iconkhlover01:KHlover01 13 11 Lake View by KHlover01 Lake View :iconkhlover01:KHlover01 20 8 Shadows... by KHlover01 Shadows... :iconkhlover01:KHlover01 12 4 Plain by KHlover01 Plain :iconkhlover01:KHlover01 12 0
I wonder...
I sit here every once in a while
and all I do is about write my problems or my emotions
I never tell anyone any more,
I never trust anyone any more,
I never let anything get to me any more...
Atleast I try not to.
I wonder sometimes how it'd be like
to have an amazing life for once.
So that nothing can go wrong.
I wonder sometimes if it'd be for the best
if I decide to kill myself.
Everyone's pain would eventually ease off right?
No one would miss me unless they'd want something.
Would God be really that mad at me for doing so?
I understand I was given life but I failed it so can I end it?
God, would you be mad? I want to know why.
Is it ok if I'm curious to know how it would feel
like to stop breathing?
To have death grip tightly on my throat and carry me away
from this tortured world.
Taking me to a place far, far away to something a little happier.
I want to see with my eyes
and experience true relief when I'm gone
But I'm just wondering though...
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Journal History


after 4 years, i logged on and realized how stupid my shit is on here. lol

  • Listening to: the screams inside me
  • Reading: old notes
  • Watching: my life tear apart
  • Playing: with my mind
  • Eating: my emotions away
  • Drinking: wats left...


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Betuwefotograaf Featured By Owner Jan 12, 2014  Hobbyist Photographer
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